Thursday, November 11, 2010

FEEL BLESSED!!!

I am so blessed and today for the first time in a while I felt it accepted it and owned it! I claimed it from the almighty, I feel sorry for those who have done things to cause me pain or hurt me...because my creator says he will cut those down that try and hurt his children. HALLELUJAH...AMEN!! Its hard sometimes when you are facing adversity to see the light in it all but be reminded you are blessed and the moment you forget it you leave yourself susceptible to the vultures and leeches that are out there with nothing better to do than to try and steal your joy!

Think About This: Always stay in the light...be certain to NEVER FORGET who you are and whose you are!! SELAH

Thursday, November 4, 2010

A Goodbye Letter

Saying goodbye is one of the hardest things we encounter in our lives. "Goodbyes" come in all varieties...some final, like when a loved one passes away...while others are temporary like when you go away to college. But this goodbye is strange. Its not related to death or a "see ya later" kinda thing. Its a sort of bittersweet morsel of time, that you regret and are grateful for. ITS STRANGE thats for sure. Can you imagine the joy a prisoner feels when he is set free..I cant imagine a GREATER or more ANTICIPATED goodbye, but what do we make of the prisoner beginning to miss his capturer... STRANGE ISNT IT! Anyway....
GOODBYE DEAR FRIEND I WILL MISS YOU ALWAYS
your face will come to mind with the oaky smell of brandy, or the scent of expensive cologne. I will think of you when I see the men of Manhattan walking with their trench coats and coffee or when I bite into a slice of warm apple pie. You may wonder the reason... and there is more than one I suppose
GOODBYE MY DEAR FRIEND.....this is just the way it goes!

Think About This: Be STRONG enough to hold on for as long as you can and WISE enough to know when to let go.

Monday, October 25, 2010

TOP 10 QUESTIONS IN SEX (WOMAN)

AFTER MUCH "RESEARCH" I CAME UP WITH THE FOLLOWING LIST OF QUESTIONS WOMEN HAVE CONCERNING SEX:

1) Do all "vajayjays" feel the same? honestly!

2) When you orgasm (cum) quickly is it because it feels really good or because of another problem?

3) Can you feel it when we orgasm?

4) Which feels better oral sex, vaginal, or anal?

5) Which do you prefer after sex?
-cuddling
-eating/snacking
-moving out of the wet spot and being left alone

6) Is it a turn off when women "quiff"?

7)Why is a woman gagging during oral sex a turn on?

8)Why do most men prefer hairless vs. natural (hair) down there?

9)Do you like watching porn with your woman or alone?

10)What goes through a man's mind when they are having sex with another woman other than the one they love?

Think About This

Monday, October 18, 2010

THE MOST INTERESTING THING!!

This funny thing man named LOVE...I am looking for something that is remotely close in its complexity and I have yet to find anything. Love can allow a person to give up their very own life for the ones they care for, Love can drive someone to murder....LOVE can make some one obsessive.. It will leave you awestrucken! LOVE can make you feel like you can fly and LOVE can be your biggest nightmare it can hold you hostage, your capturer! LOVE IS FREE BUT O SO COSTLY..I would have to say it is the most INTERESTING THING!!

Friday, September 17, 2010

That Girl to THIS GIRL!!

I dumped out my dirty laundry of false dreams and fallacies and the dirty cum stained panties from last week fell at my feet...I remember the days when you were ashamed to hold me in public..that girl that was good enough to use her hips to rock you to sleep..but when you saw her in the street she was greeted with empty stares and a look the other way...lonely love all wrapped up in cold sheets..but here is the mystery...how did that girl turn into this girl..your concubine turned queen...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Letters from a Broken Heart (part 1)

How does it feel to know that you destroyed such a blessing for a farce of pleasure..? I don’t understand what more I could have done? What more do you want? What more do you want to satisfy you’re craving, or is it just insatiable? What more can I do? What more do I have to do to be honored by you, to be respected by you. Do you know what some would give to get even a quarter of the loyalty and “love” you do? I think I realized the problem you are too comfortable you are too content you have never lost anything you truly care about!! And I pray to GOD everyday for the strength to FORGET YOU!!! I want you to experience the pain you have caused others like myself…see some may say she was smart she had your child and that way would forever have an excuse/reason to be apart of your existence…I could have been in the same scenario but I want more than to be someone’s “holding on baby mother” I want a man to LOVE me for more reasons than me being the one who carried their child, I want a MAN to see me and cherish me for all have to offer. I have never been abused and mistreated by anyone the way you have…I wish I had a magic crystal ball so that I could have seen the nightmare you really are! Think about your life… are you really happy? Are you content with yourself? It is very possibly you are and if so I am tremendously saddened for you…you don’t see it now because you are blinded by whatever temporary distraction! FORGIVE ME if I am boring you with my emotional banter… I need to go through these phases so that I can move on. I guess it is a natural part of healing.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

NO WORDS..ALL THE WORDS

Dont you get it!! This is what she wanted.. the noose around your neck gets tighter..
You cant think straight because of the lack of oxygen to your head.. but try, try to see things clear, hold on to the image that you truly love and hold so dear..I know it must SUCK
You thought you had it all!! The ones you loved, the ones you cared for.. and everything was sweet..but didnt you see it was only a matter of time before it all exploded...You want to blame me which is so unfair..but I find comfort in knowing that one day you are going to wake up and realize all that ive been trying to say today...Im devastated you let it have soo much control..what would I do?..you ask..I would sacrafice, step up and lose my fear gain some courage and take only what makes me happy, makes me smile and loves me unconditionally..maybe this is all to much to ask of a simple man...I get angry and think yo myself I AM FILET MIGNON..I am the prime cut I have options, I dont have to deal with your issues and allow them to make me miserable for even a moment, but then you remember its all cause of that bullshit called "love" you remember how many days and nights you sacrificed your feelings, swallowed the foul words and choked on your tears...only to be told IT DOES NOT MATTER...I am strong and I am confident that I will eventually move on....but YOU, POOR YOU..this will be your nightmare FOREVER as long as I am here or not...I am sorry that you are stuck and dont even know it..Its ashame you are forced to reject the one you want by outside sources....NO WORDS BUT ALL THE WORDS

Think About This: Never sacrafice your happiness for anyone NOT EVEN FOR ONE SECOND..IT WILL NEVER BE WORTH IT..PROMISE