SILENCE

SILENT!!

DONT YOU DARE UTTER A SOUND

SEE SOMETIMES SILENCE IS ALL YOU HAVE LEFT THE ONLY THING PROFOUND

I BET THEY START TO UNDERSTAND ONCE YOU FALL SILENT

SEE ONLY IGNORANT MINDS CORRELATE SILENCE TO DEATH

SEE THOSE OF INTELLIGENCE KNOW THIS ONE THING BEST THAT SILENCE IS THE GREATEST CHANGER OF THINGS AND I AS I WENT BACK AND FORTH...BACK AND FORTH..BACK AND FORTH IN MY MIND OVER PAST EVENTS

I BEGAN TO REALIZE I HAD SAID IT ALL...DONE IT ALL..BUT NEVER BEEN SILENT!!

I am HER..just HER

Broken hearts bleeding

wanting nothing more than to be repaired

Hopes and dreams fleeting pushed away in aborted strollers

Regret overwhelming

Dont you remember? Why cant you remember? how to treat your women with respect

Admire their intellect

It must have been something you learned on the slave ships of history

Dont do that to me!

Close your eyes and watch the scene play on your eyelids SLOW MOTION

Watch close...

as they ripped away semen stained panties they took our dignity from virgin waistlines and hips

Thats what it is RAPE nothing less than RAPE

Stripping me of my esteem

Breaking my dreams in tiny pieced smithereens

Everytime you disrespect me you rape me

Dont you know I would have done anything for you

LOVE

I wanna learn like let me teach you like you teach me

like for always, always for, like I got you, you got me, like symmetry, like I need you...I want you

BROKEN!

Its not my fault I am not the alcoholic father who left you or the niggas on the corner who punked you..I am not that one the one who abandoned you..I am not your wet dream figment of a lover.

I am your reflection, your antimatter, your nurturer,I am your fire, I am your calm, I am your strength.....and friend.

So the next time you move to disrespect...close your eyes and remember before you were a king you lived within a QUEEN!

I AM HER..I AM HER...JUST HER

Sometimes You Just Get Angry!!!

These are the moments....
You Know...You know
when emotions flow thru my fingertips with ease and have the magical essence of poetries
NOT ancient stories or sililoquies
but that deep BURN-NING
Ya know YEARN-NING
for your affection
How dumb of me
so blinded by what my fucked up daddy taught me real love looked like
I didnt realize your not even mother fucking worthy
As you push me away I feel my insides getting cold
Im telling you bro
you might want to reconsider becoming my foe!

Think About This: just put the pencil to the paper and write your feelings its the best therapy even if no one else understands its the best release..JUST TRY IT!

MY PASSION..TAKE A LOOK

FEEL BLESSED!!!

I am so blessed and today for the first time in a while I felt it accepted it and owned it! I claimed it from the almighty, I feel sorry for those who have done things to cause me pain or hurt me...because my creator says he will cut those down that try and hurt his children. HALLELUJAH...AMEN!! Its hard sometimes when you are facing adversity to see the light in it all but be reminded you are blessed and the moment you forget it you leave yourself susceptible to the vultures and leeches that are out there with nothing better to do than to try and steal your joy!

Think About This: Always stay in the light...be certain to NEVER FORGET who you are and whose you are!! SELAH

A Goodbye Letter

Saying goodbye is one of the hardest things we encounter in our lives. "Goodbyes" come in all varieties...some final, like when a loved one passes away...while others are temporary like when you go away to college. But this goodbye is strange. Its not related to death or a "see ya later" kinda thing. Its a sort of bittersweet morsel of time, that you regret and are grateful for. ITS STRANGE thats for sure. Can you imagine the joy a prisoner feels when he is set free..I cant imagine a GREATER or more ANTICIPATED goodbye, but what do we make of the prisoner beginning to miss his capturer... STRANGE ISNT IT! Anyway....

GOODBYE DEAR FRIEND I WILL MISS YOU ALWAYS

your face will come to mind with the oaky smell of brandy, or the scent of expensive cologne. I will think of you when I see the men of Manhattan walking with their trench coats and coffee or when I bite into a slice of warm apple pie. You may wonder the reason... and there is more than one I suppose

GOODBYE MY DEAR FRIEND.....this is just the way it goes!

Think About This: Be STRONG enough to hold on for as long as you can and WISE enough to know when to let go.